Lina Love & Life Stories....

I MISS YOU AYAH!!!

2011-03-18T09:57:00.000-07:00

Ayah!!!!

Ya Aallah beri la.. ku kuatan...mengatasi segala dugaan dan cabaran yang kau beri...

Beri la...ku pelindungan....dan jugak kepada keluarga ku....

Ya Allah hanya kau tempat ku mengadu tiada siapa dapat dengar kan kesedihan yang membuat ku halang di temu dengan ayah ku....Ape salah dan silap ku hingga ku di larang untuk temu ayah???

Ibu marah bila ku bilang yang benar...setiap kali ku melihat manusia lain bersama ayah mereka, hati ku rase sangat rindu dan pilu...ayah maaf kan ina tak dapat hadir kenduri ayah....

Bukan ina tak nak hadir ayah, tapi ina tak di izin kan...ayah ina slalu doa agar ayah sihat walau ayah sekarang hidup bersama mak...Insya'allah ayah slamat pergi dan pulang dari umbrah...

Insya'allah ina akan simpan duit buat ibu menunaikan umbrah....

Ibu sentiase marah bila ina cakap pasal ayah...Kadang-kadang ina rase ibu tak rase ape ina rase...ina perlu kedua-dua kasih sayang....rase sunyi..ina tengok keluarga kawan-kawan ina bahagia..tapi ina?

Sekarang ni tengah keje insya'allah dapat la..sekolah...ina tahu ayah dan ibu nk sangat tengok ina gi poly...Insya'allah ayah ,ibu ....

2011-01-25T09:27:00.000-08:00

Ya, Allah beri kan hamba mu ini kekuatan untuk tempuh segala dugaan & cabaran yang di beri oleh mu...Hari demi hari rindu ku terhadap Ayah ku semakin dalam, Hanya kau tempat ku mengadu nasib ku setelah kehilangan kasih sayang dari kedua bapa ku....

Aku bersyukur kepada mu ya Allah s.w.t

Memberi ku pertunjuk jalan yang benar setelah ku lalui

Segala ringtangan yang di beri oleh mu...

Kini hari demi hari cinta ku terhadap mu semakin dalam

Insya'allah akan ku bukti kan kepada keluarga ku betapa kuat nya

Cinta ku terhadap mu...

Ya Allah dengan mu slalu berada di samping ku di

Setiap waktu & saat ku rasa tenang...

Tiada ku rasa curiga,sedih,gelisah atau marah...

Alhamdulilah kini sekarang ku dapat mengatasi segala kesedihan yang ku lalui

Usah ku membuang masa ku menanggis untuk sesiapa....

Malahan kini amalan yang ku buat ade la...

Jangan la...ku lupa Allah s.w.t

Jangan la...ku lupa solat 5 waktu

Jangan la...ku lupa untuk berdoa selama ku hidop

Cinta la...Allah s.w.t sehingga akhir hayat ku...

As'salammualaikum...Salam Manis

Lina Prolly...

Tiada tempat lain untik mengadu....

Kini ku hilang arah tujuan ku buat seketika...

Kini ku redha segala apa yang terjadi selama ini

Akan ku kuat kan semangat ku untuk ku slalu

mendekati mu, mencintai mu dari manusia dan

jugak mengingati sepanjang hidup ku dalam dunia ini...

Confession

2011-01-23T11:18:00.000-08:00

The story of Lagenda Budak Setan was a great show to me....

I tear when I watch....

It shows how much a guy love a girl...

His willing to take her back after knowing the true stories....

His willing to sacrifice his time to get what is good for their future

His sincerity,trust and love have never been faith even they are far apart...

I really do envy those types of relationship...

It tells how much u appreciate & treasure a person in your life.......

A phrase which I been told is worth to wait for e right one...

Insya'allah.....

2011-01-18T18:15:00.000-08:00

"It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return.
But what is more painful is to love someone and never
find the courage to let that person know how you feel".

Hmmm....Is been a while I tak update my blog....Let's start saying about year 2011...

Alhamdulilah.....

things are getting better....

for now I able to understand myself better as in control my emotions where no one could know.....

Unless I let it out...

As for now Bella & Bo have been by my side listen for what probes I'm going thru right now....

Seriously I'm taking things very slowly in detail as to assured myself for what I'm doing is right...

Wanna know whose Bella & Bo look at the pics below...

Thanks to this SWEET COUPLES....

They are really sweet....

I can see how much Bo love Bella....

Thank to Allah s.w.t that you both meet each other where Bo told me before that

"Both of us came from a 2 different world"

Alhamdulilah they managed to get along with each other...

Insya'allah your relationship is always bless by Allah s.w.t....

Been spending time with Bella & Bo for the past few weeks back..

Reflect back what we have discuss about planning to go a

short trip, wave house, flying kites and etc...

Insya'allah the day will come soon where I could enjoy and have fun with them...

Back to talking about year 2011...

Happy for awud as he get back his freedom back....

Talking abt awud....thinking back we been friends like 5yrs....

Wow!!! That's amazing hahahahahaha...

But that's e fact....

All the best for your future....

Right now I'm planning to further my studies in polytechnic...

But I'm not sure if I could get into any of the poly or even the course that I want....

Praying hard that I could into Polytechnic...Insya'allah..

Oh...ya...I forget to tell...

Again I received my x message...

He said this

"Its been 1month plus we are not together....

so fast yet I still can't forget u Lina...

the memories we had together is so strong till

I can't erase it in my mind i miss u lina

I miss the time I had together with kau"

"Klau aku takde or senyap kan diri

Tat does mean aku da lupe kau aku tetap masih syg kau,

kau ingat nie je ok...

aku put aku nye heart and soul for kau

just to let you know this jage diri baik-baik"

"2 months plus has just passed...

aku still remember kate2 kau...

Janji kau to ku, our moments and all..

surat yg kau beri to aku bile aku enlisted to ns tells alot....

aku can't forget it kate2 kau dulu...

sampai skrg aku tak expect kita macam gini...

aku tak pernah terfikir akan jadi macam nie..

tis is worst...its hurtin me so much...

Lina...aku rindu kau so much...Pls help me..."

There's more of his text message but I just post the recent one....

By reading all those text message I really don't feel it for him anymore...

Everyone been asking WHY?!!! I'm so hush to make this decision where else people

Think it could be settle in a nice way....

Let me let out what I feel actually

I just want him to change for the better as in (pray & going religious class and etc)
He promised me by giving him at 4yrs to change
Found out the truth of him where I got to find out about virginity after 2yrs
He went out with the same girl when he was with me not once but twice!
Request him to change his number but he insist
He didn't agreed with me as I was telling him that I want to start wearing tudong
He did't not respect me as a women by asking me for ***
I don't see him could guide me in the future

That's part of the reason why I take a leave and prefer to be what I am now...

There's more that I could type out...

But I dun want to...

I guess with the reason that I reveal it up to people to think if its right...

That I make the right choice.....

Meeting someone new in our life after break up is not part of the reason

Where they assume there is 3rd party that's why she's taking a leave for him...

I really dun expect that people could have that assumption of me

W/o knowing the actual fact or reason why I'm taking a leave

Dating someone does not mean I will be with that person...

It depends on situation sometime things just not working btw u and your date

As for myself I'm taking a chill pill hahahaahahahha...

No rushing in finding a new relationship.....

As for now I just need to settle what I need and work for what I want

Having a relationship is another commitment....

For now I dun see is important to have relationship...

I feel so freedom as I can do whatever I want & whoever I want to hang up or meet out with....

But at times I feel lonely but nah....I'm fine as

From what I know I have someone who will always love me no matter what.....(Allah s.w.t)

Love Allah than human is better as it does not harm or hurt your feeling like we have

Toward humans being....

Some humans just being cruel

They don't really bother abt the other party feelings

By telling lies is already part of the reason why sometimes

Human got emotional wondering...

If he/she is being sincere toward one another....

Actions speaks louder than words....

Your actions will tells everything even if you don't speaks out...

But you need to clarify things as to make things clear....

If you were to take a leave....

Just leave.....Love Lina Prolly:)

Missing My Dad So Much!!!

2011-01-10T09:53:00.000-08:00

GOSH!!!!DAMN IT!

My contact lens torn again I give up!!!Back to specs!!!I LOOK SUCKS!!!

I REALLY MISS MY DAD SO MUCH!!!!

Yesterday I woke at about 4am out of sudden it reminds me of my dad...Now days been having arguments with my lovely mum. I really don't mean to be rude to her, but at times she go over my limit...I been keeping all my sorrows to myself I just don'y know where am I suppose to go or who am I suppose to talk too...I can't always rely on friends..as everyone has their own probes to face.

Financial is getting so damn tight....I just really need a permanent part-time job no matter what!!!wah...so hard to get one of that...Insya'allah soon I will get one....Oh ya...I thank to Allah s.w.t who actually heard my prayer all this day long...Alhamdulilah....Now my heart just feel so peace without feeling any confusion....After all now I just feel that I'm not losing anything:)

Again keep on receiving my x sms...Saying "I MISS YOU, I STILL LOVE YOU & I STILL CARE FOR YOU"come on...things are over.... My last relationship really taught me a lot things which really makes me became a stronger person I thank to Allah s.w.t for waking me and up and make me walking towards the right path way.

I'm not trying to said his bad...He is a nice person is just some personal things that I don't think it could bring us back together...I prefer to be this way....Being single at times I feel lonely but at times feel happy as I can do whatever I like and I dun belong to nobody....:) Getting to know more friends is no harm as long as we dun put any hopes or give the other party hope that will do.

For myself when I get to know new friends I like to know more about their past and present background, what experience they have gone thru, what currently they doing either study or working, attitude and how their lifestyle. From there we can predict what type of person is he or she...izzit worth to have a friend like them? that is all depends on individual:)

Attachment ending soon, result are coming our soon aarrgghh!!!...Insya'allah I could get into the course that I want.Praying hard for it. ok,ok got to go is already late...Got to go to bed as tmr is a long day for me after work there's ngaji class haahhahaah...yeah looking forward for that!!!!!Nite-nite.....As'salammualaikum Lina Prolly:P

2011-01-06T21:28:00.000-08:00

Alhamdulilah....Here come the New Year of 2011....

Insya'allah this year gonna be a great and smooth year for me to keep on going with whatever obstacle that come along the way....Congrats to my elder sister for her engagement on 01.01.2011..that was a super busy day for me too...I was supposed to slept over my first brother house as my sister engagement was help there but I was told not to by my mum...haiz...

Few weeks before the engagement day, I was busy helping out with the gift for my sis engagement and slept over my second sis house....While helping those gift, my heart just felt so sad as I know soon my sis will get married and I will miss those moment that I had with her....Her concern, her care and her attention was given ever since our parent divorce....

At the same time I'm happy for her. Like finally kak win you found someone who love you and willing to be with you for the rest of his life....I guess next will be my twins sis who will be getting engage but i don't know when but some how I heard is also around this year no idea which month will it be.... so "SUPRISE" hahahhahaha....lol...

hmmm.... talking about the engagement everyone of my siblings was there except my younger brother and my second brother was not there due to the day before both of them went out for countdown. Oh...ya talking about countdown....not to forget I thank to Aisha and Suhartini I was with them and their boyfriends and not to forget my friend Ibnu as well...

That was the night where I make my wishes for year 2011...Insya'allah what I pray for and what I wished for come thru....That night was a sad night too....But I just don't wanna talk about it..what I'm doing now is sit back and watch how things going....It hurts....I still could face and accept for what I saw right in front of my eyes...I act as if nothing happen and take it as I didn't seen anything.....

As for now ever since I get to know Ibnu, I'm getting closer getting to know Bella and Bo...They are such a lovely and sweet couples that I ever meet..Insya'allah Bella and Bo your big day will be happening. I thank them for the courage, advice and guidence that they give....I appreciate a lot for being there when I need someone to talk too and a shoulder to cry on.....

I will never forget those time and fun I had with them!!! They are like my elder brother and sister.....Talking about fun most of the time I chill out with both of them....some how I learn a lot of things from them as in knowing and understanding humans attitude and characters, how human lie and so etc....After helping Bella with her elder sister wedding I slept over Bella place....Guess what it was a super damn tiring day for me but I really have fun on tat day:)

Bo had a conversation with me while Bella went to take a shower...He said ever since he started to know and hang out with me he regards me as her little sister....I'm glad to hear that as there'a other people out there who actually regard somebody else as their little sister as how I wish my own sibling being that way....But after all of them get married I lost their attention,love and care towards me.....:'(

Deep inside my heart I did tear out as I felt so happy that not only Bo regard me as her little sister but not to forget Bella and Diyana too regard me as her little sis:) Alhamdulilah....At least I have someone who appreciate my present being with them...Insya'allah it last....Talking about Diyana my close friend ever since we start out attachment together she also been the one who feel me for what I feel for whatever probes that I shared with her....

She did scold me if I being to nice to people some people just don't deserve to be treated nice as they hurt my feelings and does not care for what I feel...Thanks diyana you been there for all this day long not only on family probes but also Relationship and etc...

Once again I thanks to you people

As'salammualaikum....(peace be upon to you)

Lina:)

2010-12-06T00:13:00.000-08:00

After got to know "BAD NEWS" abt it...

Been thinking for the past few weeks don't know what I should get for....

After get to know the news, my heart just crack...But is ok...I'm still stay strong to face and accept the fact:)...My wish is just to see you blowing e candle in front of me will do...As long as you smile...it tells me that you're happy:)...

I will smile a long with you if you smile,

I will cry along with you whenever you're down,

Be by your side whenever you need at that moment...

That's is my principle if I've a bf...

Oh ya...By the way ppl I just cut my hair hahhahahahaha....

I think it looks funny on me but...nah...Just have a look a photo of me with the new look:

Seriously I look different when I look back at the photo above.....

That's my natural curl I just can't believe it that curls looks nice from my friend comment,they said I look good:) hahhahahahahhaha...thanks I'm blushing:P

Guess what?!

I'm at work and I'm updating my blog...cause there's no job given....

I'm getting bored right now argh!!!!....

I just can't wait to end my attachment...faster,faster,faster!!!!!

Insya'allah maybe after this, I continue taking my diploma don't know if I could get into any of the government polytechnic,If not private part-time diploma and full-time work....

There's nothing much I could said, so I just want to end it here...:)

2010-12-02T08:57:00.000-08:00

Alhamdulilah…..Today everything goes smooth….Have fun while working, took some short brake abt 15mins-20minsJ. Went down with Diana, Dylan and myself took some fresh air….Feel so piss off early in the morning but nah…is better nt to talk abt it….It just gt to do with some task.

For now I guess I already get a picture or the flow….so I shall see what’s next gonna happen….Let me feel and face the fact that what’s next going to happen…..After for quite some time doing admin here comes the fun part where I took some of my photos with Diana using Nad webcam hahahahahha…..

Insya’allah I will take a brake to KL to relax myself there as soon as my floorball league has ended, true for what Diana said I should give myself a brake, at the same time I can visit my dad and my step mum. At this point of time, I really didn’t know what exactly going on...it makes me wonder and watch how things is doing in my life! I’m trying my best to figure out what actually I need in life? An action speaks louder than words, that’s the fact and no one’s perfect in this world….humans makes mistake in their life, with the mistake that we have made, we learn from there and make it happen for the first and last.

The best thing to think now is to focus on my career and achieve what I want in my future. Relationship takes time it depends who you actually meet with, hang around with, a lesson taught me never make promises but give it and try your best if you could get to the expectation, if not just take things slowly and we shall see what’s the outcome and improvement that you have made for all this day long…the phrase that should always be in your mind is “don’t give up easily” keep on practice for what you aim for and I believe with the effort, time and confidence you put Insya’ allah you will make it thru ppl. To be into relationship we need trust, time, and commitment and love if you always have this in your love ones Insya’allah with Allah willing it will get thru…

Losing someone who has already left me and the world is already a wakeup call for me once and here comes the second wakeup call where ppl don’t intent to think far for you… Being in love we don’t always follow your heart but used your brain at the same time. I learn my mistake from the second wakeup call, Thank to Allah who wakes me up…Being together also we exchange our knowledge not only in romance but also in any way where you learn new things in your life.

So after typing a long essay, what I’m trying to said is that choose wisely if you want to be with someone for the rest of your life…Insya’allah that person can accept for whom you are, If ppl left you without any reason but for someone else just let them go, accept the fact that he found someone who can lead him or her better than you do. Pray for the best of their future and don’t regret for what had happen, it all happen for a reason. Don’t give them a revenge but what I can advice is to believe in KARMA

(What goes around comes around) .

2010-11-30T06:48:00.001-08:00

Bad Day:(

Today is just not my day...Early in the morning received a phone call from my advisor who raised his voice at me without knowing the reason why I'm coming late to work today, as I already inform Josephine one of the advisor the reason why I'm coming late to work....DAMN IT!!!!

Ever since I received that phone call, I have no mood for the rest of the day "FIRE TRUCK"!!Some how that word is just to put it a better way for me to actually bang my anger hahahhaahhaahahhah...lol...ppl!!!:) I know is lame and nonsense but that's me:)

After morning incident our lecturer came in like WTH???I was so SURPRISE!!!

Guess what??All of us gt scolded for no reasons!!!...After I explained the whole picture for what had happen for the past few weeks and morning incidents than our lectures agreed with our word....like Finally!!!!

While having our lunch at Long John Silver my x just can't stop text and call I felt so irritating so what I do I switch off my mobile phone for just like moments....Before I switch off my phone I actually text "someone" and said anything you could reach my friend number...

I do not expect a reply saying that "ok as long as you dun throw me away" gosh.....I smile when I read that text from you...I smile when I read that message, you make me smile when I actually mad at that point of time...After work went to meet my elder sis and her bf...soon my sis will be getting engage...Gosh...I'm so gonna miss her once she gt engage...

No one to talk too

No one to hang around too

No one to have fun before gg to bed

No one to talk crap:(

Other than having bf...hahahhahahahha...Must be joking if I have but not anymore:)

After had a long talk with elder sis and her bf....

It makes me even feel better to let out my stress...

Thks to u my lovely sis an her bf, with their advices they give...

I JUST CAN'T WAIT TO START WITH A NEW LIFE FOR UPCOMING YEARS WHICH IS 2011!!!!!

I MISSING YOU!!!

*WINKS* BANGS!!!!

YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE....

Good night:)

2010-11-15T23:07:00.000-08:00

Sabah....
Ku sabah menghadapi dugaan yg di beri...

Dugaan yg amat mencabar diri ku...

Lalu ku tetap tempohi dgn kekuatan yg ku ade...

Org yg ku syg,Ku sanjong, kini tlah berubah....

Ape..salah ku terhadap diri nye?

Ape.. lagi yg tak cukup untok ku membuat diri nye bahagia?

Ape..tak cukop kasih sayang yg ku beri?

Ape.. mase & tahun yg ku lalui dgn nye tak cukop?

Ku ikot kate-kate diri nye

Ku cube faham sedetik-detik sikap dan kelakuan nye

Ku ikot setiap cara diri nye...

Masaalah akan bile-bile dtg tanpe di undang

Ku redha menerima nye and tempohi...

Ku harap tahun yg akan dtg akan memeberi lebih bermakne...

Munkin ade hikmah di sebalik nye....

Raya pada tahun amat bermakne bagi ku....

Abg & Kakak akhirnya dapat bersatu bersama Ibu

Stlah berpisah buat 6 tahun....

Hati Terase gembira sampai tangisan air mate kluar...

Dgn hati yg rase sakit & terluke dgn sebab-sebab nye...

Ku tetap ketawe & senyum walau pun hati ini penuh dgn kesedihan...

Ku harap mase depan ku cerah dan agar ku temu dgn insan yg btol menyayangi ku dgn sepenuh hati nye....

Ku berdoa agar ku bertemu dgn insan yg penyayang & beriman buat ku amin....

Off to Malaca Trip Today:)

2009-12-13T10:37:00.000-08:00

Is been long time waiting for some trip like this....:) I thank to my sibling who actually support me in financial for me to spend over there.... Alhamdulilah finally exams are over... Last paper was on 11 December which is last friday and here comes the holidays time!!!

Yeah....But homework and and project are still going on.... Insya'allah I will get to where I wish too... Gosh...I saw some photos of someone who actually not with that "someone" anymore.... But dunno if its true or not??? I sometimes do miss tat person!!! But I just bare in my mind things are over and we can't turn back those time as we can't!!!

When things are over between me and tat "person" I'm referring it makes me feel more stronger and a lesson for me...as I grow up.... Being into relationship for me is a NO for me... To be with someone that we love we need to learn and know tat person as in more deeper.... Sometimes I do feel lonely but Alhamdulilah Allah is always with me and my time is occupied with my school,studies,projects and dance.....

Insya'allah if my faith is to be with him then we're suite for each other... I do prefer and need someone who actually know me that well and could guide me thru the righ path way as I wish.... I do hope that one day happen I bum into that "someone" that I'm referring....ok la...till here I'm sleepy nw as tmr need to report to school at 6:30 am in the morning!!!!

Outing With Lovely Classmate:)

2009-09-09T09:44:00.000-07:00

I do really enjoyed myself....
When to Tanjong Katong to have our breakfast there....
After tat went to hang around e Geylan Bazaar....
While waiting for wahida....

Had some conversation amoung us planning to have more
Outings and chalet for e end of this year....
Hmmm...Hoping it will happen...
E previous chalet was so damn HAPPENING!!!
As I am e one who organised hahahaha.....

There some videos and pics of me and my classmate...
on e outing tat we had just now...
But is not yet upload as all e pics and videos is in diyana camera...

I can't type much wat actually
happen as
My mum keep yelling at me asking me to shut down
As she said I'm wasting e electricity...

I'M SUPPER DAMN

STRESS WITH E PROBS TAT I HAVE NOW....
GOSH...............I DO REALLY NEED A JOB ASAP!!!!!!
SO I DUN GET TAT BORED STAYED AT HOME STARING AT MY MUM
AGAIN & AGAIN....
OK,OK,OK......GOT TO GO....SHE'S YELLING AT ME...............
AAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.............................FUCK LA.................
DUNNO WHAT I'M SUPPOSE TO DO AFTER SWITCHING OFF MY LAPTOP
DAMN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-09-08T10:48:00.000-07:00

Finally My Exam is Over!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Alhamdulilah....Finally is over....Now thinking abt searching a permanent part-time job...Hoping could get a job asap!!As I dun wanna waste my holidays on just spent my time at home or going out for no reason....:P

Came back early in e morning went out with loves ones...

Have fun knowing him more closer and better

He seems to be busy now and then but is ok I do understand tat

But when comes to e time he had for me

You really made it men!!!!

That's e great part of u....

We gonna be missing each other soon badly as u know very well....But is ok like u used to tell me

Even if we're far a part but deep inside your hearts there's always u in me :)

Really do appreciate those time that we had...

Those advice u gave me

Those care & concern u had for me

And last not to forget every of

Your last message u'll end with luv u!

I will never forget those words u taught me....

You really do pour me with ur love....

I do like tat way............

While typing this out I just wondering where u nw???

Call your phone could not get thru...hmmm....

I just have to wait for ur call to make sure tat u're home....

Sometime in relationship we dun need to meet up tat often a message or call will do...

If there time tat we could me then we meet...

In relationship both party need to play apart

trust,is the main problem in the

Without tat things can never go smooth or far as your hearts and mind will starts to have a negative mind & feeling towards e one tat u love....

Insya'allah...with god always around me....

Things will go smooth.....

2009-07-21T04:48:00.000-07:00

THE DAY I FALL SICK AND I ON MC FOR 3 DAYS.....

On sunday 19 July 2009...Out of sudden in the morning I felt really restless and I just can't help myself...I got the feeling that I'm having fever...I keep on monitor my tempreture every 2 hours....told my mum about it that I'm having fever...There she goes keep on yell,yell and yell feel so f**k up!!!!But what to do...just have to bare with it!!!! On that day itself I kept telling my mum that I wanna go doctor....her reply was..wait I'm going johor to get you a medicine gosh....I just can't believe it she said that....I still bare with it...around 5pm she went out with my elder brother to go johor...left me all alone at home...with the pain I had...till 9pm still no one came back home...and guess wat????My tempreture starts to go higher and higher till I reached the tempreture of 39.1 can u believe tat...???!!! That day and date I can never forget how my own mum traeted me as whenever I ask her for my school pocket money or anything got to do with $$$$ she will yell at me saying that I'm giving her stress and kept saying that I should have stayed with my dad and asked my dad for my expenses and $$$.... oh god....Ever since my parents split for 5 yrs I've been suffered been keeping myself silent without telling anyone I didn't get the money that every month my dad transfer it to my mum account... I felt so pain for what my mum have done to me...I guess the reason I fall sick is also part of stress thinking where and who do I turn too when things are up side down....I've made a promised to myself to really work hard and smart for my future no matter what obstruction came to me....I really do thank and appreciate liyah for being there for me taking care of me when I'm sick....I pray hard and hoping things will get better after my section heads have talk with my mum and dad...I thanked a lot to my form teacher and secton heads that's the only way I could solve my probs....And a big thankful to Allah for always been protect me....Only till here I'm still feeling giddy....haiz..I MISS SCHOOL!!!!!ONLY BE BACK TO SCHOOL ON THURSDAY....

2009-07-04T09:03:00.000-07:00

2 July 2009!!!!!The Day Of Doing Script For Our Role Play.....!!!!!!

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!..................GUESS WHAT????..............I woke up late!!!As we plan to meet up at 11am @ woodland mrt....Gosh can't believe it I woke up at abt 10.30am what a rush!!!I was so shocked!!!I quickly pack my stuff and get myself ready ASAP!!!!End up I reach at about 12pm that's so super performance of me....Haiz....

Once we reach at Civic centre Woodlands library all of us were really focusing on doing our script for our role play as to be submitted when school open....Finally we did it!!!!After doing those script....All of us took a pic of ourself using Wahida webcamera...hahaha...what a funny

pics us...here the photos hahahahaha....

After those fun we had I quickly rush to my school floorball training which starts at 5pm...Argh....All the way in the train me & Wahidah were standing with our mp3 plug in our ear as I didn't know wahidah a pic of me...Thanks to Wahidah for the pic..hahahaha...:)

2009-07-04T08:18:00.000-07:00

Alhamdulilah....
I'm having a great time with my training,assignments,projects
and outing with my friends....
I've realize something, whatever happens
to me for e past few months back, it makes me feel more stronger to live in this world...

With different kind of people that I meet before it give me some knowledge on knowing different kinds of attitude that I've seen before....

I really do appreciate my friends that being there for me when I really need them...

Right now in my life what I want is to success in my studies and quickly get my bike license and grab my own bike...vroom.....

There I go...The moment I've my own bike I made a promised to myself to lead myself to the right way Insya'allah...For right now I do face difficulties situation,but I didn't tell anyone about it...As I know all people do have their own problems too....

While I'm typing this out I just can't stop crying I just can't help it for what I'm going thru now...People might see me how cheerful I am...

But people don't know how pain I'm feeling it now....

I really do miss my family like when all of us are still staying in one house but now...I

just can't forget all those memories I had with my siblings....

Till this day...No matter how hurt it is I DO STILL LOVE MY FAMILY...

I do pray hard hoping my dream will come thru to see my family back as last time...Insya'allah...With god willings...Ok la....

till here only I can type out....Guess I need a rest to relax my mind haiz....Love you Ayah,Ibu,Abang,Kakak and last my younger brother.....

2009-06-27T21:26:00.000-07:00

CHALET WITH LOVELY CLASSMATES AND FRIENDS OF ITE CLEMENTI!!!!!!

16,17 & 18 of June 2009

YEAH!!!!!!!.....
The chalet
was fun!!!...
I really
do enjoy
myself
with my
classmates and
friends of
ITE Clementi....
I really
do thanks
and appreciate
my lovely
classmate I
do happy
to get
a classmates
like them!!!!
Really do
care about
me when
I'm sick
and when
i'm down...
I was
so shocked
that what
are the
games that
I prepared
and organised
for you
people do
take part
on it...
You guys
really do
play part
of yourself.....
The bound
that I
expected it
was there
I hope
it last
till the
end of
our friendship.....
The laught,
fun and
the problems
that we
have you
people still
stand with
me!!!!...I

was so

surprised!!!
Here're my
classmates picture
while we
having games
and BBQ!!!!...:)

Names of People involve in this pic....

Amalina..

Jazila...

Shikin...

Amira...

Signh...

Alex..

Diyana...

Serena...

Name of people in the pics..

Raman...

Salleh..

Mus...

Helmi...

Farhan...

Didi.....

Having Fun On Friday with Lovely School Friends!!!!

2009-06-07T06:05:00.000-07:00

Yahoo....!!!!!!

Is On Friday 5th June 09.....

I'm Happy cause Shahril book out!!!!hahahaha....

That part I just can't wait to meet up with him!!!....

On that day itself I'm having a test after my school end which start late and end late....

but is ok....:)

While waiting for the test to start me and my lovely friends of my classmate went back to Wahidah house just to have our lunch there....hahahaha...

It was fun.....

We even went to ntuc to grab some instant noodle and egg before we went to wahidah house.....

Here are the video of us cooked for our lunch!!!

Name of People involved in the video

Jazila..
Shikin..
Wahida..
Amira..
Amalina..

While waiting for bus to get back to school we took photos of us.....

Doing Donation For SPCA!!!!....

2009-06-06T21:03:00.000-07:00

On the 6th June 2009,Doing Donation For SPCA!!!

Guess wat???

Shahril give me a surprised by picking me up to go for my donation at SPCA!!!Gosh!!!....

I was so damn super rushing, cause when shahril called me up I was just about to iron my clothes....

Thanks to my lovely Boyfriend...

for giving me that surprise hahahahaha......

Oh...ya...

Before he we went to SPCA we both actually went to have our breakfast at Bukit Merah Macdonald!!!!!

I do appreciate and thank to Mohd.Sharil for his time to fetch me to SPCA!!!So sweet of you!!!!!

Here're the photos @ SPCA!!!!

Me and Wahidah....

Infront Of SPCA!!!:p

While waiting for our turn to collect our donation stickers and tin to collected here we took more photos of us hahahahaha......

Amira ( Model Of The Year) & Me....

Wondering why I said Amira Model Of The Year look at the she stand hahahaha...lol.....Thanks to your lovely pose Amira....:)

After collected those stuff...

We went to our first point which is at Buona Vista.

After about 1 hour we change our location to Vivo City from there on our collecton becoming more and more money coming into the tin hahahaha...

I really do thank and appreciate to those people who have donate for the lovely Animal...I

was so shocked there's only 1 person donate $10 I just can't believe it!!!

It shows she do love animal....

After so tired of doing donation at last here are the pictures we on the way back!!!

Siblings Outing.....

2009-06-03T04:29:00.000-07:00

Lina & Liyah

Outing to Plaza Singapura with my

LOVELY SIBLINGS!!!!.....

We went out to catch a movie of

Terminator Salvation..... The movie was great!!!!

Actually we didn't went out with only the 3 of us....

Abg girl "friend" also tag along with us....She fun,easy going and friendly

is the best part of her....Oh..ya..forget to tell her name is Shahidah...

She's pretty by the way.... Words to describe her is she's cute!!!

Liyah,Abang & Lina

The above pictures is a picture of us...

I really treasure those time and fun that I have with them.....
We can't stop laughing the moment we step out of the house....
I'm super damn happy to get more closer and closer of my

LOVELY BROTHER....

LOVE LIYAH AND ABG....SO MUCH....:)