THE DAY I FALL SICK AND I ON MC FOR 3 DAYS.....
On sunday 19 July 2009...Out of sudden in the morning I felt really restless and I just can't help myself...I got the feeling that I'm having fever...I keep on monitor my tempreture every 2 hours....told my mum about it that I'm having fever...There she goes keep on yell,yell and yell feel so f**k up!!!!But what to do...just have to bare with it!!!! On that day itself I kept telling my mum that I wanna go doctor....her reply was..wait I'm going johor to get you a medicine gosh....I just can't believe it she said that....I still bare with it...around 5pm she went out with my elder brother to go johor...left me all alone at home...with the pain I had...till 9pm still no one came back home...and guess wat????My tempreture starts to go higher and higher till I reached the tempreture of 39.1 can u believe tat...???!!! That day and date I can never forget how my own mum traeted me as whenever I ask her for my school pocket money or anything got to do with $$$$ she will yell at me saying that I'm giving her stress and kept saying that I should have stayed with my dad and asked my dad for my expenses and $$$.... oh god....Ever since my parents split for 5 yrs I've been suffered been keeping myself silent without telling anyone I didn't get the money that every month my dad transfer it to my mum account... I felt so pain for what my mum have done to me...I guess the reason I fall sick is also part of stress thinking where and who do I turn too when things are up side down....I've made a promised to myself to really work hard and smart for my future no matter what obstruction came to me....I really do thank and appreciate liyah for being there for me taking care of me when I'm sick....I pray hard and hoping things will get better after my section heads have talk with my mum and dad...I thanked a lot to my form teacher and secton heads that's the only way I could solve my probs....And a big thankful to Allah for always been protect me....Only till here I'm still feeling giddy....haiz..I MISS SCHOOL!!!!!ONLY BE BACK TO SCHOOL ON THURSDAY....
On sunday 19 July 2009...Out of sudden in the morning I felt really restless and I just can't help myself...I got the feeling that I'm having fever...I keep on monitor my tempreture every 2 hours....told my mum about it that I'm having fever...There she goes keep on yell,yell and yell feel so f**k up!!!!But what to do...just have to bare with it!!!! On that day itself I kept telling my mum that I wanna go doctor....her reply was..wait I'm going johor to get you a medicine gosh....I just can't believe it she said that....I still bare with it...around 5pm she went out with my elder brother to go johor...left me all alone at home...with the pain I had...till 9pm still no one came back home...and guess wat????My tempreture starts to go higher and higher till I reached the tempreture of 39.1 can u believe tat...???!!! That day and date I can never forget how my own mum traeted me as whenever I ask her for my school pocket money or anything got to do with $$$$ she will yell at me saying that I'm giving her stress and kept saying that I should have stayed with my dad and asked my dad for my expenses and $$$.... oh god....Ever since my parents split for 5 yrs I've been suffered been keeping myself silent without telling anyone I didn't get the money that every month my dad transfer it to my mum account... I felt so pain for what my mum have done to me...I guess the reason I fall sick is also part of stress thinking where and who do I turn too when things are up side down....I've made a promised to myself to really work hard and smart for my future no matter what obstruction came to me....I really do thank and appreciate liyah for being there for me taking care of me when I'm sick....I pray hard and hoping things will get better after my section heads have talk with my mum and dad...I thanked a lot to my form teacher and secton heads that's the only way I could solve my probs....And a big thankful to Allah for always been protect me....Only till here I'm still feeling giddy....haiz..I MISS SCHOOL!!!!!ONLY BE BACK TO SCHOOL ON THURSDAY....
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